What

What do you do when you find yourself alone, facing all the challenges in life? What do you do when you want somebody by your side so badly but nobody is available, and the one whom you look to most of the time does not want to be by your side? What do you do when you want to hear somebody's special so badly but can't, because you know you'll be rejected and you're not special enough?

What do you do?

I steel myself.